flirting can help u get a BF?
Bullshit.
i've tried so many times.
Eh, i tell u. ive done a survey on myself. not bragging bt most people gave me comments like im crazy, im friendly, im helpful and some say im cute. i srsly think whether they bluffed me. Bcos im still single. IM NOT FUCKING
DESPERATE. I JUST THINK THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. I SUCCEED IN EVERYTHING. FRIENDS, STUDY, GAMES, BUT NOT LOVE.
I nv succeed in that.
Im starting to hate myself. from now, i keep thinking i look ugly and im weird and im stupid. u guys are not in my shoes so u dun know how i feel. ever since i started uni, nth is gg right.
my first assignment is done badly, and i haven even finish studying for my exams, all i do is sleep. people are partying away. i lock myself in my room and cry.
why am i born so fucking ugly?
why am i so fucking unlucky?
when am i born so fucking stupid?
down fucking period of my life.
i appear so bubbly and happy in front of ppl, bt actually its raining inside my heart. no one seems to know. i told my mum abt this prob, she says im dumb and stupid. My sis asked me to close my fb down bcos its disgusting. my dad simply dun care.
yeah, i admit im UGLY, i have a BAD PERSONALITY AND IM INFERIOR IN ALL WAYS. I KNOW I NEED TO GET RID OF MYSELF AND INCINERATE MYSELF.
FLIRT? i've tried. I've smiled, im friendly, i dress up. But i never succeed. I've given up on love. TOTALLY.
tts right boys, dun approach me. cos im ugly to a point that the swimming pool will run away if i jump in. so let me
rot. rot.
rot. rot. rot. tts right, dun approach me.
good, cute guys all attached, or else they dun even look at you. Yeah, and their gfs are very ugly.
im 20 this yr, 21 nx yr so i hope i can get this special some1 to celebrate my bdae wit me on my bdae party. all my frens gt one. why havent I? lonely bdae. i think maybe i shall "close down" my idea of having a 21st bdae celebration.
u guys dun know the definition of lonely. oh, no. maybe u know. u know the theory part, bt u dun know the practical part of it.
everytime i make a card for some1 or any1, they dun rly seem interested or happy bcos they received my handmade card. whow. i shall stop making it for my frens.
FUCK life.
FUCK everything i have.
FUCK LOVE. I WILL NEVER MEET ONE.
FUCK ME AND JUST DIE.
FUCK IT. Just take it tt my dentist or some other guys nv existed in my life.
tts the way. follow this emoticon and fuck life.
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