My best grandmother just passed away. We were at sicu on saturday @NUH. I saw her lying in the hospital and the surgeon pronounced her as brain dead.
I have been looking forward to this CNY but i doubt this year we would be able to go down. I blame myself for studying too much, as i dun have the time to visit her often.
The last time i saw her was the time she brought my niece and nephew to our house, she still asked me about my TB condition.
She is the grandma, who always asked me to work hard and be a good girl.
I wanted to invite her for my graduation this May, to let her see her grand daughter can make her so proud. But she didnt even had a chance to live beyond this CNY.
Be rest assured grandma, that i will continue to study hard, and graduate with flying colours and make u proud as you watch over me in heaven. I know you can see me graduate from where you are now, and always be happy wherever u go.
The sacrifices that you have made for all your children made you truely a heroine, and that you will rest in peace.
You will always live in our hearts, and we will miss you dearly. I know you are surrounded by angels now.
I dreamt of you yesterday, being very happy. I know you really are.
♥ You're Lurving me @
8:00 AM
ღ Tuesday, January 11, 2011
♥ Love Dai Yang tian ! ♥
This is sweet, just so sweet that i want to share with you guys.
My friend just got herself a boyfren and he is really sweet.
I can tell you, she is one lucky girl. Very lucky. The guy is handsome, and he drives a sports car and is extremely sweet to her.
She like called me a few days ago and we had a girls talk, she told me her bf would drive to her house every morning to fetch her to school, well her bf is currently studying law and she is a poly student. Her bf treats her to everything, and holds handbag for her, cook for her when she fell sick and watch horror movies with her ( this is how i get to know her, cos we love gore.)
And ytd, she went out and then sms me that she went out with her bf to have a sweet date while laughing at me studying my heart out for ut. You can nv guess how sweet the bf is.
He was like shopping with her, then she saw something she likes, and he immediately went in to get one for her. Its a ring, and a very expensive one. She was boasting to me all day!
He quitted smoking for her and promised to bring her to europe next next month after chinese new year. He is one rich guy.
And i was complaining how slow my com was, and she boasted to me again saying that she already watch human centipede ytd with her bf in school.
urghhh! and guess wat. this fren of mine, she is sweet looking, and so many girls hate her for her sweet looks, appearently she was hated in cls becos of that. She is not in RP.
Bt the bf always make the effort to fetch her by waiting outside the clsrm for her, making others jealous.
And also, ytd, it was raining. She didnt bring her umbrella, and so she was preparing to go back by taxi at the stand outside her sch. Bt her bf honked her and brought an umbrella and shielded her to his car. All the people at the taxi stand were like whow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the sweetest of the sweetest, u know what he said? " We are going to get married one day." This sounds like an empty promise? No, carry on reading this...
My fren suggested gg over his hse to study, but he said no. He doesnt want to do the wrong things, he said we shld study at library instead. "I can wait till after marriage. "
Wat is this?!?!??!?! she must have done a dozen charity acts in her previous life man. such a good guy, i am happy for her. Well, i assume she didnt bluff me with all these, i doubt so.
Well look at me, wat am i? i know i am nt good looking, and i dun have the life of people gg crazy afer me and wants to woo me. i have a few (woo ers) this yr, bt i have no i interest in them.
All i want is a caring, nice, sweet, gentle, love me more than i love him and can accept what i do, what i like and enjoying it as much as i do. Like watching gore movies with me, sweet dining and talk session. bt wat, i have none.
And have i told u what i hate? stingy, selfish and mama's boy. I hate all that. My fren's bf is not!
i guess i must start doing some more charity!
♥ You're Lurving me @
7:05 AM
ღ Friday, January 7, 2011
♥ Love Dai Yang tian ! ♥
i srsly think i am a bisexual. if not, what are these?
I threw away kpop for a while these few days. (those ppl who know me, they know i cannot live without kpop.) But now?
I know its very wrong, but my current obsession is taking over my life.
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