I've been pondering on the things im missing in life.
I have clothes, accessories, love in family and everything other ppl have.
but why do i still have that feeling of being lonely?
Im in a room with lots of ppl, im still lonely.
Ur lonely even though u are tgt with ppl you know, bcos they arent the right ppl u need.
after many thoughts, i finally found wat im missing in life.
My true love.
Can anybody protect me and shield me from the rigors of this demanding world?
♥ You're Lurving me @
8:17 AM
ღ Thursday, June 9, 2011
♥ Love Dai Yang tian ! ♥
I am really rotting in the principles of half life...
srsly...
My frens are all either gg to ns or leaving spore to pursue further studies, and me? waiting for that damn wisdom tooth surgery and now i cant even work and have no money and rotting at home.
like srsly nth to do and i am now living off ppl's money to tide me over this tough and boring period. I srsly keep travelling up to ndc so many times till i scared alrdy.
haix... i wish someone can like follow me go swimming, or ask me out to sing, or do something fun pls. Anyone, anyone pls. I am rly rotting.....
i can do anything, as long as i dun stay at home. During my poly times, i wished for more hols and long breaks. Now i am scared of breaks and rly hope to go to sch again. Sch work can keep me busy...
I have no bf, and so no one to acc me. haix.
sian lor me, have to slp and then wake up then eat then slp again.
Heng i gg for braces in a couple of months, at least i have a chance to slim dwn, i will ask the dentist to tighten as tight as possible to refrain me from eating haha. i doubt he will do that. anw...
i hope i can slim dwn when put on braces, but i have a feeling its impossible bcos erm... i can still eat so many things even when im sick, so even if im on braces, i dun think i can reduce any weight? nvm, i hope the braces are rly tight....
oh, have i told u the time in sec sch, i bit the dentist real hard on the hand while she was doing my fillings. she scolded me idiot fool. but i rly did leave bite marks on her hands despite wearing gloves...
so i hope i dun leave any scratch marks on my dentist hands this time...
i wouldnt want to also becos i.... nvm
anw... pls... someone, anyone, pls make me go out... urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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