Have you ever heard of this phrase?
在家靠父母，出外靠朋友
well, i finally realised what all these means.
I was pondering over the question on how many friends I have. After countless thoughts, i guess i have over 500 friends, including those "say- hello- but- not- close- friends".
you must be wondering, wow Regina has so many friends. isnt her life wonderful?
Nope, this doesnt make me better than any people with only 10 friends.
I rather have ten best buds than have 500 over normal buds.
I tested the loyalty of my friends(best buds) by asking them this question. "My fyp needs to get people to donate blood after they have eaten the provided supplements."
Only Angeline said okay, however she was scared of pain. Even though she is scared of pain, she agreed to take part in this. I not as pretty and sweet and cute like her, of course no one would agree on this.
And next, i went for the test ytd. When i arrived at the sch lab and did my fyp, and found out that it was so swollen, only magdalena asked about it, consoled me and asked me to relax, its only a small matter. And whats more, she said she'll pray for me.
And i received sms from Ys saying that it will be okay.
And no one every noticed that i am so "under the moon", only yingyi cared to asked about it.
And take note, these friends are those that know me not more than 5 yrs. Some only a few mths.
My family, kept asking me whether latent ** will be contagious, and also, some of my scardy frens. how many times must i fucking tell u, go do ur research and u will know the fucking fact.
i am alrdy feeling down, yet they bombard me with those asinine questions. No one realise i am gg to be dead.
And so, this is something that i've realised after so many yrs. I realised i only have 4 friends in my life. Others? dun wanna talk abt it.
Everyone treats me like an alien now.
family will always be there to help? my foot.
From young till now, i have always been in and out of healthcare "sectors", it seems like every new disease will strike me anytime.
Pee? they can't even be bothered to pee, they'll run away.
A big mistake with the illustrator when he made this picture.
Remember project superstar? the more supporters u have, the higher the chance u will get in to the next round.
Remember william? he does not have supporters and so gt eliminated. He scored the highest marks that night. Poor thing.
And also, i hate betrayal. i hate it to the core. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck 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