Sorry, i didnt meant to scare you on my comeback on blogger. Attachment is boring, i wonder when did i last joke with people? I think it was the last month. I am holding myself back, for not talking during lunch and experiment time. Attachments are BORING, damn fucking boring. My partner oso boring, got new attachment students from SP oso boring, what can i do? PON? No way, i can't even take a decent leave! I wondering why did i sign up for this earlier? NO stipend, no entertainment, no NOTHING. My colleagues here arent good neither, they talk among themselves and so my partner and I just sat there and eat the mother fucking food.
The lab was damn cold, even wearing my labcoat aint helping either. Oh wait, no pay = free labour, and i deal with viruses?! I am endangering my life. If i am doing that for $, maybe i'll consider. But NO PAY! So how?
i miss eating lunch with tg, cheryl and jesSICA! *mmmm, sica~~~* haha
so long ever since i talked about paris and milan! its the last episode already! i hope there is P and M 2 and 3 and 4 and more! the awesomeness of chou chong qing is never gonna end, it continues.....
i am in lab now... thinking of my husband, acting in 当我们同在一起 with jeanette. i know he doesnt love me anymore, i still anticipate to watch this. i hope the love between us will re- ignite.
Empty wishes... he will never come back. NEVER EVER AGAIN.
And here i am sitting in the lab, boring and missing someone. haix.
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