jaebeom.
chansung.
Yes yes, i 've always wanted to get a boyfriend. But, not just anyone. You may be wondering why i don't have steady boyfriend like everyone else does, but wait, we need to know the reasons for getting a boyfriend at the first place.
can he give you protection? he can give you money? he can love you and not change his affection for you? death would not do you apart?
well most probably at this age, you may have a bit of protection if he is strong, he can give you money if he is rich. BUT, he is not going to so called love you forever like juxiang and yamamoto. this is not the 40s, this is the year 2009 already, and we are halfway through it.
not thinking of his affection for you would never change, death would still do you apart.
so wait, despite all these, why bother get a boyfriend when you can live happily without them?
1st reason: you feel empty and lonely inside and is terrified of letting the others know it.
either you have lost something important,like maybe your family members? or maybe you just don't like and appreciate the things around you. like for example, being not so well off?
you are just petrified that people would know you are lonely due to some problems??
2nd reason: cool.
my gawd. kissing on the streets is not cool and makes me wanna puke. oh wait, what did you say? u are saying that i am jealous bcos i see a loving couple smooching each other when i dun have one?
ahaha, then you are abso absolutely wrong. i am not jealous, i just think that some things shld be done at home like bathing and having sex. don't u tell me you are gg to do all this in public? oh well if you do, i shall alert the local press and you can get all the attention you want.
the problem with these ppl are that they are attention seekers.
3rd reason: they are yours forever and would nv change. Wait, you think you are juxiang? or yueniang? or jingshu? or even fangsongqiao that possess personal qualities that attracts guys?
wait, there is nth such as forever love. maybe i shall get wang lee hom to sing you his song and make you build castles in the air for a while?
4th reason: you are a gangster and you want someone to protect you when you fight. Nope, you must have not seen situations like, "boyfrens running away when they face a fight among girlfriends".
5th reason: spent all his money and do not need to return a single cent. yes girls are materialistic. if you go bankrupt or broke, the word u hear is " bye dude. "
many many reasons... like" you have to go out with this guy as your grandfather wants you to marry him next time. your granddad and his are gd frens that grandchildren of theirs just have to get married. pls la( s'pore accent), you think you living in comics ah?
for me, getting a boyfren is because, nobody can talk to me. i cannot nv seem to find anyone that has the same personality as me and we get along so well. only your BF can listen to you. (at least to me)
but it doesn't mean that bcos of this reason, i am gg to get any boys thrown to me.
you must be thinking that "eee, tt gal so ugly, dun bother to choose a BF, you're lucky if they didn't choose you instead." i used to think in this way, but not anymore. i am getting my self esteem up to the highest mountain. my self confidence are boosted ever since i started to go performing at the age of four. self confidence is at 70% this year.
what do i mean? ever since i started performing, my self confidence and esteem gets higher as time goes by. yes, i have found the most impt thing in my life, which is my great passion for singing and dancing.
despite that, i still have a side of me you haven't seen. which is being depressed upon hearing opinions about me from other ppl. bcos of havings these criticism and harsh comments, my self confidence decrese whenever i hear them. and becos it decreases, i found out that the reasons for having a boyfriend keeps getting stronger and stronger by the minute. i can feel the emptiness inside me too.
maybe you all are just stereotyping me for the first impression that i gave you all. just to say, nv judge a bk by its cover; i am a very gd example.
and again, i dun mean that these problems would "motivate me" to find a unsuitable BF.
BF criteria: small eyes
can sing and dance
protects me
taller than me
preferably japanese or koreans. not intending to get married with singaporeans.
yes i am a perfectionist. despite those problems of mine (feeling emptiness inside me, stereotyping me with harsh comments and ugliness), i still dream of having a BF tt fulfils the criteria.
so therefore you must be wondering why i put up the picts of 2pm above. these are basically live examples. most imptly of the most, he has to make me happy.
in simple words, i wun accept anyone that is unlike 2pm.
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