i have a relative that is very old, and she had cancer. i witness her lying on the bed and couldn't move at all. i feel so painful for her. you know, when you reached the advance stage of cancer, there is no cure unless there is miracle. you know there is only 1% of miracle on this world and you need to have lots of luck to get this miracle. we know that she does not have it.
i heard that cancer patients feel very painful when they die. i heard oso they would be injected some drugs called 麻灰 into their body so they would not suffer. but it cannot relieve all the pain.
from then on, i always wanted to study science in order to save these ppl. if i am a researcher, i would invent a medicine to help them pass on without feeling any pain. if i am a surgeon, i want to help ppl in the operation theatre and save lives.
i have chosen to be an anaethesiologist because i can numb ppl, put them to slp and so they would not be scared. i like challenges, so i would want to work at TTSH's A and E department. those who are in emergency, i can help cure them. this is my wish since young. athough i like performing a lot, but i would not make it my occupation; i enjoy saving ppl more. i tell myself i have to work hard in order to get in NUS yong loo lin school of medicine. if not i want to get into dentistry or faculty of science.
haha, i love children and small animals! i may consider being a vet or paediatrician. i would not be a gynae cos have to do abortion for ppl; i enjoy saving ppl not killing them.lol.. but think of it in this way, u bring new lives to this world, it is wonderful, isn't it?
ok, back to my trip. haha!!!!!!
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